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My love for Chaos...

Fri May 4, 2007, 9:10 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
Has blossomed into a palette of awesome colors.
I need to feel my nerves rattle,
as everyone gets on them.
My skin crawl,
at the thought of tomorrow's problem.
Jump hurdles,
with unthinkable height and speed.
Have sleepless nights,
tossing and turning.
Panic when the phone rings.
Who have I not paid?
Fear the vet bill,
yet the dog needs meds.
Hate for all the things,
life forces from our pockets.
Cringe at the shrill
of my sick baby.
Curse my boss
can't believe her.
Frustration, my car is in
need of a window and tune up.
Desperate to solve everything,
at this moment.
Resentful, how can my in-laws
just abandon their parents?
Confused, what, who, when,
WHERE?
Angry, because I feel worthless,
but know I am not.
Hungry, but the food is for the kids,
for them I'll starve.
Remorseful, for lives lost,
and ruined.
Bewildered at this very moment,
how can I change it.
Ashamed, why can I not
stand on my own feet?

And this is just one half of the day.

~by Randi Sword

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: New Mexico
  • Interests: Photography
  • Favourite movie: changes with time
  • Favourite band or musician: Nickleback
  • Favourite genre of music: rock and country lots of others
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite photographer: Andrew Gettler
  • Favourite style of art: all
  • Operating System: Vista
  • Favourite cartoon character: Winnie The Pooh Bear
  • Personal Quote: A tortured heart won't heal, but a broken heart can.

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:iconlittlegett:
Hey you, Thanx for the Fav (-; Miss talkin at ya. Hope all is well with you Mike and the Kiddos.

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:iconinta:
Thanks for the devwatch and the fav too! Much appreciated :)

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thanks for the fav <3

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thanks for the fav :heart:

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:iconlittlegett:
Thanx for the Fav Sweets (-;

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Thnx for the fav ! :D

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Hey there :wave:

How are you? :)


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